My Journey...On Being a Mother, Wife and Myself...

Well, speaking of breastfeeding, I always feel amazing everytime I breastfed my babies. Because I'm on my third pregnancy at the moment (10 weeks), then suddenly I feel the urge to write something 'bout this. Here are some amazing facts of breastfeeding (at least of mine): 1. It's instinctive. Without any special tips and tricks from anyone, my baby and me simply engage in the process. 2. It's abundant. The more you do it, the more your breastmilk production will be. 3. It's good for your body. No more crammed belly during my 40-days post partum period and it makes you getting slim within months without any shocking diet consultation/ program bills or torture of not eating your favorite food. 4. It's time and money saving No need to wash and sterilize nursing bottles and of course save my wallet from buying expensive formula milk for my baby. 5. It's the best for your baby. Well, I must say that this is the best reason of me doing this breastfeeding thing. ...

Last saturday is my 33th birthday. Oh yes..., I'm 33 already... What makes me extremely happy is that I can be with my kiddos on my birthday... (huhuhu... miss them so much already) And what makes me even more happy is the warm wishes scattered in my inbox, FB and PM of my twitter... huhuhu... most of it also condemning me for deactivating my cell phone... Hey.... I'm in the middle of nowhere my dear friends... Even Mr. Knows-All-Location GPS can't spotted my location... Well, at the end I must say that although I'm an introvert to some extend, but I must admit that I'm glad to know that their wishes make my heart warm and fill my eyes with t.... Oh yes, I'm also sentimental... So God, thank you for trusting me so far to learn and experience Your Greatness with my wonderful family and friends...

It's been two weeks and my longing for my son is crystalized. It was not more than a day from the day he went to Bali that I began to miss him. And today, I am sinking on it. My dear son, Bubu will visit you soon, together with Ayah and Dik Na... be not naughty, and for the time being Bubu will pray for you every single night an dhold you in my dream...

It's my first post... 15 minutes before going home.. Promise myself will always jot down everything which struck my mind... It will be my note on my journey of being a wife, mother and staff... Serving as a trashcan of memories, pain or gain...