My Journey...On Being a Mother, Wife and Myself...

This morning I read a posting stated that how we managed interaction in the social media is actually a way to settle in our comfort zone as every respond is given the circle that we choose. Well, it brought me to a quite deep thought. Except for my Facebook account, I strictly managed my social media account, name it Twitter, Instagram and Path. I lock my account and carefully approve each following request to my account. But was it because of I want a comfort zone of mine? As I thought it over, at the beginning my underlying reason is a simple one. Though I am not a celebrity but I want to control who I allow to sneak my private life. As I am an introvert (OK, you might disagree but I am, I think that is how I become a bit uneasy to let people to see my daily life. I have nothing to hide but I definitely have something to protect. And here they are (to name a few): First, my precious life. I will not let stranger or those who don't have reasonable amount of interactions with...

Itin ini yang sedang menghantui kehidupan saia dan (bakal) temen jalan dalam beberapa hari ini. Setelah beberapa bulan (iya bulan) ditinggal, akhirnya kami sadar harus menghadapi relaita pelik penyusunan Itin untuk tujuan jalan- jalan kita tahun depan. Kesadaran (atau lebih tepatnya perasaan bersalah) itu muncul ketika saya dengan pedenya pesen tiket untuk 2018 padahal Itin untuk rencana jalan- jalan Maret dan April tahun depan belum dibuat. Akhirnya kami buka- buka lagi donlotan Itin dari blog- blog tenar yang kita stalking sebagai inspirasi (aslinya sih karena males mikir dan kurang kreatif). Sejauh ini kita sudah berhasil menyusun hal- hal sebagai berikut (halah): 1. Tema perjalanan per hari, misalnya Day 1 : Berangkat, Daya 2 : City Tour dst... (gini doank kok bangga amat sih) 2. Detail plan Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, Day 6, Day 7 dan brainstorm tujuan Day 5 (kalah sesi nyusun Thesis) Udah... gitu aja???!!! Iya emang, baru segitu! Segitu aja dipamerin! Gak sebanding donk ama postinga...

Dont't really know what I should write actually. I just feel the need to do it. Let me write everything I could within the next 10 minutes 1. Last time my youngest baby, Rere, was 5 months and now he's 5 year and 5 months. By July next year he will be attending his first year of Primary, hopefully. 2. Kakak Agha is on his 4th year of Primary and just having his first robotic base for his Lego blocks. 3. Dek Na is on her 4th year of Primary and having long hair. 4. We have a cat named Makenthus, my hubby's favorite.Btw, Ayah turned 40 this year. 5. I am having my second round of my position in the same unit as last time. Different challenge and team. May God help me. 6. I am still applying for my master degree scholarship until NOW. My latest application is Chevening. Need to get my IELTS next month though. 7. I am also a fans of K-Drama now and start to enjoy K- Pop other than my ultimate bias group Jiyong's BigBang. Extending to its YG fellow iKON and having new...